Insight to a Alaskan Family
I have to ask this, I wonder. I am no different then what I was, other then I am not making the income I use to.
So I wonder if it was cause of the position I was in at the time and now that I am no longer,, is that the reason you have no desire for me now? Still wondering.
I’m not to sure why I am writing this, yet I feel like I need to.
I have been married for over 20 years now. With three kids the oldest 22 and the youngest 13 and a 19 year old in the middle.
I feel that I have lost the love I use to have with my wife.
We talk and go shopping together, but for two years now when it come to getting a hug, kiss or even a “I Love You” it does not happen.
I showed my feelings a year ago, with tears and questions about us, yet after it was all said and done, I did not even get a hug or it’s OK.
I am so confused of what to do. I don”t want to leave, she is the perfect lady for me. Yet when there is no intimacy, I feel worthless.
So now I have learned to cry in the shower to hide the tears, just let them fall down the drain. That way I don’t have to show I am in pain.
